today i went for my comprehensive exam
i planned a bell pepper soup
but they din have bell pepper
i lucky drawed chicken breast
so stressed when i was doing it
in the end
i did chicken rollard with madeira wine mushroom sauce with snow peas and herb mash
it turned out worst than i thought it would
then came back home
went to swim
to destress
to gossip
to gain knowledge


after yesterday i hate myself
i planned it so well
but i couldnt do it
im not even sure my current plan is working
so dissapointed
my life sux
i hate my life
no matter wad a good day it was today
i still had to keep my tears inside
still have to do my community service
fuck my life