today i set out
wanting to do something
i thought i would be able
to pluck my balls up
and do it
i couldnt
i waited and delayed
i missed the chance
i hate myself

today was an ok day
gastric pains whole day
bad mood
getting fucked here and there


time to feed babes
tml is my exam
stress is in the air

hope my plan works tml
such a bad mood
and i still have the stress
of the exam tml
i really let myself down
no one to share with but this page
my life sux