Woke up with a swollen throat
went for exams
wasnt as bad as yesterday
especially after last night
then went home changed
went to marina to buy jeans from zara
bought one normal jeans and one black jeans
then i went to town
went to orchard plaza to alter it
then i went over to meridien
met casey greg they all
then went to wisma
walked, ate
walked back
felt so sick
fever was coming in
throat swelled so much
even when i moved my neck it hurt
couldnt swallow
couldnt smoke
but i still did
then went to monster
played abit then went outside
sat outside food court
stoned till 930 and left home
thought of so many things
though the headache



i dont know how to tell you this
so ill put it on my blog here
at first i thought of it just as a past time
then after chatting with you
i felt totally different about it
i never thought i would want to get into a rs this so soon
especially after wad happened b4 this
but after chatting with you i felt different yet again
only one person knows wad i felt bout u
it was a different story that i told everyone else
he is the person i told u i can 100% put my trust in
i am a person who gets so jealous over small things
but i learnt my mistake from the past
i was able to put it all aside just for you
i was willing to go to church and quit all the bad habbits
i dont have a reason to anymore
maybe you dont know how fucked up i feel
u made me hate something i went for 2 times and was going to continue to go
maybe im just unlucky...
very unlucky.





Maybe Its Gods Will,
But Its Definately Yat's Wont



Never Mix;
Poon
Alcohol
Ciggerates
Shortage of sleep
Music
Late nights

with

Troubles at heart

you'll probably catch a bad flu

tata