Last Night was my Last Day
21st dec the day i quit


so sorry
i did so many wrong things yesterdy
i just want to apologise
i shouldnt have done so much
i shouldnt have had you see me in that state
although you took care of me
when i sarted feeling better
i saw you puke
and i was tying so hard to take care of u
but i was really gone
sorry for last night
well at least i did wad i set out to do
to die and to die i did

well it should be ok
since im the devils child in everyones eyes
im trying to change but no one cares
and no one bothers
its ok the devils child will do it himself
even without all your so called "help"
now i know wad people mean by just the cover
even i know how to say but i dont mean it
i still will try Myself

i may not do the right things
but what i say i will do
and i wont go back on wad i told you

there is one thing i dont regret and will never forget
i mind was dead
but i could feel
it was worth it

you were wrong
it wasnt you who wasnt ready
it wasnt you who was being selfish
it wasnt you who was irresponsible
although i believe you wont be anything like her
no matter how much i still want to
you deserve someone much better
i should have been the one who sent you that email
im sorry for everything


ill post the photo of me 10 secs b4 i died later at night
going to find something to do
tata