today school was ok
i left before the last lesson
then i went to town
went to meet everyone
came home chionged gym with casey
then had a nice long chat in the pool
with 2 ang mohs who were quite hot
but they were like taking photos in the pool
so their kinda wierd
then came up watched some you tube
cooked supper for casey
then they just left

today i realised
what are true friends, close friends and good friends
theres actually a formula to understand this theory easily
Close Friends = True Friends + Good Friends
i havent been one but there are 2 people
who i know are to me close friends
they are brothers
they helped me so much

they helped you too
dont think because i dont want to go farther with this matter
its because of u
u think i give a fuck?
my close friend has had a talk with me today
he made me understand
maybe i was just too angry
i acted irrashionaly
but i did not act wrongly
thats for a fact
after today
i realised who are the friends
who are the losers

Su Jia Qi
to you maybe im a loser
and maybe to many others
to me? you can go fuck your baby sister with your mom and ur sis licking your ass
youve always been the loser
grow up
maybe you should join shatec
maybe its a cooking school maybe its shit to you
but it matures ppl
and thats what you need
oh im sorry maybe your trying to keep the wave length
cuz u failed your fucking N levels
and oh wow what a loser 17 year old sec 4 normal acad?
other people who fail Os its nothing Os are hard
Ns? ha fucking loser

i may be a loser
i know im not in the shit situation as u are in
so now, theres no point in you studying
since your already a loser
go and cry about your results
go and find tt bitch of yours

someday when you get confronted by her dad
i will be looking down on you
laughing at a loser
i have money to spend like free
so wad even eating kfc you cant pay for her
fucking loser
go and beg from me i would gladly pity you and spare you $2.10
you can buy her cheese fries
better than her paying for herself
so tell me now
am i a loser for isolating myself from everyone because of her?
or are u the loser!

one day when you have gone through wad i have
and you understand how i felt
you come back to us
i will spit on ur fucking face
and tell you to fuck off
i wont even pity you
because you turned your back on us and especially me
and threw knives backwards
you dont know the shit you have gotten into
youve changed
a girl can do that
but the guy has the power to choose
i was foolish before
you will be soon too



going to feed my babes
tata