i got a new mouse
i got a new keyboard
played rugby today
going to rugby more often
need more ppl
who wan play can tell me

going on a strict diet
doing well so far
i got ready 3 packets of gastric meds

i dunno wads trust when i knew it was going to happened
i dunno wads doubt when it was going to happen
i dunno why i keep knowing it was going to happen
oh yah maybe its when you dont want me to with you when we're out
oh yah maybe its also when you hugged him
oh yah maybe you like to let him touch
oh yah maybe you like to let him hold your stuff instead of me
oh yah maybe you like to go out and drink with other people, especially when im gone and never there
oh yah maybe you like to do things behind my back
i dunno why im doing this
i dont want to quarrel over this shit
ive treated my friends the best
even when i fell apart with aizaad they all
i would never talk bad behind their back
i would never curse them
i would never do anything to screw their life up

you two wont have me to support you all
never will

going to feed my babes
then going to slp