last

today i went out with ven

and i began the day with 850

and for the first time shes early
first we went to ue square
to eat japanese barbeque
which was fucking goood
but also fucking fucking exx
the bill came and was 160
but it was ok
then we cabbed to marina square
we bought movie tickets for rush hour 3
then we went to walk ard
then after that we went back to walk ard
did a little shopping
well not a little
it was quite alot
then we went to have dinner
at xiao long pao
then we bought bits and pieces ard
then she came over
we played with my babies
then something fucked up happen
then she left for home alone

thanks for the day i had lots of fun
i really did

and the day ended with 200

all i bought was

ciggerate casing

paid for food

taxi fare

movie ticket

the rest were spent by

Erham ERHAM

its just like a dream
you know when u are having a fucking good dream
and you wake up and you try to slp and hope
the dream will continue
i will still try and wait

i sacrificed everything
just for the chance and the moment
dont think it will come
but i still will wait

everywhere hurts
i dont wanna be a loner
i dont wanna be a loser
i dont want to be alone
i dont want to be like this
i dont want to grow up fat
i dont want to grow up sad
i dont want to grow up alone

i need a friend
i need a best friend
i need to cry

just had a smoke with my dad
nites everyone