everyday my fingers itch to msg you
but i dont cuz i dont want to be sad
i dont want to wait for replies
i dont want to wait for no replies either
i dont want to disturb you

i still feel jealous
when u tok to others
when u go out with others
when others buy you tings
when im not with you
i hate to

but i want you to know
i miss you
its the 14th today
it doesnt mean anything anymore
you dont know how much i wanted to ask u out
but i didnt because i want to get used to this
i dont want to

i dont want to be like a begger
i dont want to be like a loser
i dont want to be like a maniac
i dont want to be like this

but i am

i watched a 881 alone
i went out alone
i played alone
i spend my time alone
wad can i do