virgins of charcoal

Last night i slept at 11
but i woke up at 3 and went back to slp
but i woke up at 6 and went back to slp
but i woke up at 10 and was too tired to go back to slp
nothing happened
i thought something would

Today was the first day in charcoal
Sir Wong is very nice i can tok to him in cantonese
i am doing the staff meal
and i work like a dog
but its fun
today made chicken, rice and kailan
standard foods
boring
going to be in charcoal for 2 months
not used to work there yet
time to go bathe and feed my babies again



i dunno if i did anything wrong
i dunno wad happened
i dunno why
i dunno how
i dunno wad to do
i really dont know anymore
i dont want to get used to this
i hate this
but its the only way
guess another night of tears to slp
i really want to be back trust me ill change