To God Be The Glory For The Best Is Yat To Be

2008-09-16T22:37:00.008+08:00

KL Trip

2008-08-24T23:40:00.002+08:00

Finaly what i have been waiting for has arrived
but somehow i wish it didnt come so soon
And when i thought of this break from work
i thought that 1 month off would be just nice
but then i as it grew closer it seems too short
and now as it has reached it seems too long
Its funny how these things work

On the ride home
a million and one things zipped through my mind
its just an hour ago and i start to miss work
well i cant say i miss work but i miss the company that i had when i was working
at least in a months time ill be back and slaving like a dog again

well im free for an entire month from today
anyone wanna meet up or do something?

2008-08-09T00:24:00.002+08:00

Salmon Jerky
Penfolds 2006
Viceroy Reds

indulgence to the max
hoping for a good night sleep

2008-08-07T23:19:00.003+08:00

im just down in the dumps
deep down

2008-07-31T12:56:00.003+08:00

i have never fainted before
this morning at 5 when i had a stomach ache
i went to shit in my outside toilet
it was a long shit
then i finished and stood up
i felt like blood rush
but it was very long and i felt very hot
so i wanted to rush back out to bed
but as soon as i stepped out i felt like vomiting
so i went back to the sink and suddenly the feeling dissapeared
so i went out and i felt very weak and fell on the floor
i dont know if tts fainting but it didnt feel good
i could still see barely
and somehow my specs were missing
i went into the room when i woke up and called my mom with my phone
then i got some water and some rest
it was hard to fall asleep cuz i broke into a cold sweat
but i woke up to go out with cousins
gonna take a nap now and off to work
dont wanna take mc because
i dont wanna risk my 1 month leave
i think its dehydration
from past 2 days of fishing and wakeboarding
feel so shitty
damn

2008-07-21T00:13:00.005+08:00

As you finish a session in the gym and walk to take a bathe, you look at the mirror and the sight is purely orgasmic.

Waiting for your loved one knowing she is suffering through a tough time and not being able to do anything is seriously heart wrenching.

Waiting for the moment to be able to see her again is grueling but when the time comes nothing can bring me down.

long time since i blogged and long time since i went out and within this time so many things happened well its all dissapointing. well i dont care anymore only few people left tt i care for and about now.

well today i invented a new dish purely because of boredom
i named it Smurf Town

Its Beer Battered Mushrooms with 3 Different dips, baby asparagus and a side of potpourri greens.

well now i have a massive back ache maybe because of gyming i so need a dear massage

2008-06-24T01:46:00.003+08:00

This past week has been seemingly stressfull
troubles of change i suppose
well things really have changed
and under all the stress i managed to survive
with help from around me
those who didnt forget me
well i never stopped thinking about all of u for a moment
i have less than half a month left
and somethings shall not be changed
at least i will try my best not to let them
never for a second think that i have forgotten about all of you
Fishing Trip
Genting Trip
Hong Kong Trip
it will happen
Indefinately
I will make it happen no matter what it takes

this unwanted thoughts and the amount of stress ive been going through i am still alive and kicking but ive feel my appetite is growing again and today i told myself to restrain everything thou its hard as i work in a restaurant but my will power will never fail me back 2 a piece of chicken a meal.

Fear Of Change
Practice Of Will Power
Holding On To All That I Love

as for you
what you want
or
what you need
you got it babe

2008-06-21T22:56:00.001+08:00

nothing at work could spoil myday
Nothing at all
Get smart is a must watch

2008-06-17T10:59:00.003+08:00

When you have nothing that you want
Its called life
But if u had everything you wanted
It would be called a dream

I guess for now i am dreaming

2008-06-15T23:42:00.002+08:00

fitting 2 hours of gym into a 3 hour break of a 12 hour work day
its tough tts for sure
but i have my taitai she stays at home waiting for me to reach home
welcoming me from the long day ive had although it aint in my home
but somehow someway she livens up my day everyday without fail
oh yes i love you squared of how much you love me

you give me strength when i am weak
you give me warmth when i am cold
you give me food when i am hungry
you give me many reasons to love you
im sorry to tell you this but i think im getting diabetes all because of you

2008-06-13T10:47:00.001+08:00

In love with the girl
who cant keep still,
who falls aslp within 10 seconds of silence
eats vanilla and insists tt its mango
&
is oh so adorable

2008-06-12T18:27:00.003+08:00

im sad to say this but Jojo Tan
French Fries Sucks
i was greedy and ate some cuz there was nothing else to eat
and it poked into my gum right behind my front teeth and the gum is now dangling there and its super irritating.
cant even cut it out oh well
french fries sucks again once more
never gonna eat tt rubish forever
gonna stick to my mash potatoes

2008-06-11T00:49:00.002+08:00

I Love surprises

2008-06-09T00:36:00.003+08:00

Day At Sentosa

strolling in our slippers in the sand
laying on the beach under the clouds
people on drugs trying to swim
perverted banglas staring at us
retarded old people playing volleyball
irritating people kicking sand onto the mat
watching people fixing their own volleyball net
having so much trouble showering
wanting to watch kungfu panda but was sold out
having dinner at Marche and bumping into belinda
walking ard vivo aimlessly
sitting outside looking at the view and pictures
coming over to my place for a movie
taking a nap and waiting for cab

good time
oi ley

2008-06-06T23:58:00.002+08:00

i cant wait to meet you under the watermelon tree
for now i shall talk to u online for a long while

2008-06-06T11:09:00.002+08:00

some people are really shameless
maybe you think its over already
dont worry tt part of my life i will never forget
u can take all u want, i dont use it anymore
but i can say ur skin is really thick to want to take all MY accs.
treat it as a gift from me to
u and ur family's beggar meals bitch

2008-06-02T23:45:00.002+08:00

" Stressed so i eat"
"then during yours O level sure damn fat lor"
"O damn fat"

"ya O very fat"
"i very skinny"

:)

2008-06-01T04:01:00.003+08:00

"The Suprise"

"The Haunted"

"The Idiot"

"The Bored"

"The Emo Malay"

"The Obsessed"

"The Good"

"The Better"

"Sensual seduction"

"The Studyer"

"The Peeper"

2008-06-01T03:33:00.000+08:00

Yatty Oh Yatty,
what have u done,
what are u doing.

i like ur style

2008-05-29T23:44:00.000+08:00

happy yatty
yatty is happy

2008-05-29T17:09:00.001+08:00

Yatty changed

2008-05-29T02:00:00.003+08:00

a pig fell asleep and ima come and find u now
remember to keep ur bolster warm and safe :)

2008-05-23T02:03:00.003+08:00

my random thoughts are getting more wild
i recently started daydreaming
and what came into my mind was
a lepricorn riding a unicorn eating babycorns covered in pink peppercorns
its been stuck in my mind ever since

2008-05-22T01:46:00.004+08:00

so hungry now
i even forgot what i wanted to blog about
anyways
i thought i wouldnt dare look at my weight
after my 1 week only policy for my food frenzy
but i checked and suprisingly i actually lost weight
and i realised tt my new case actually depicts a blow up doll
took me quite long to understand thou

today i finaly experienced the part of fatigue
to the extent that you get hallucinations
well today after work while waiting for the bus
i experienced the most simple illu when u take No. one
there were millions of ands all over but when i took a closer look
they dissapear
i have no idea why i was so tired

well i put up all the pictures from the party
tt should be all
nites

2008-05-22T00:34:00.007+08:00

2008-05-19T23:40:00.002+08:00

Pictures from past few days

more to come but all stuck in helmy's camera

cant wait to get them and post them up

2008-05-18T16:16:00.001+08:00

2 days of leave i took wasted
spending it now doing nothing at all

2008-05-18T11:27:00.002+08:00

I lagged abit with my postings cuz ive been busy

well on thurs i din exactly have a good day
lots of things contributing to it

then on fri was party night
but the day took too long to pass
food and drinks din exactly finish either
it was i a good night i guess
shall put up all the photos after helmy passes to me the camera

then came saturday
self proclaimed day of rest
but i would say it was waste of time
well we sat at home slept played and stoned from the morning untill 8
then we met everyone in town
could say that there were little ppl in town yesterday
then our little crew went to small face to eat
and then made our way to cuppage ktv
which happened to be under renovation
so we went to the one inbetween heeren and swensons
then i the day just started as we went in
we sang till like 4 in the morning
which was quite massive cuz i havent been to a ktv for long before
then we watched a fight before we left for home
then when i reached home
i offed every single light
so i can have a nice sleep
and indeed i did
i had such a nice drean you wouldnt believe
all i can say is that i had a car it was a pink Z4 and i had alot of people to fetch
but funny thing was there was many ashtrays in the car and i din let anyone smoke on it
and the dream lasted extremely long

so very satisfied
yes i am

2008-05-14T22:55:00.002+08:00

today was party shopping and family day
well
at 5 am we went to jurong port to buy some seafood
and when we got there everyone was so excited
then we walked round and round looking for nothing
because all the shops sell the same things at the same price
then after that we went home and we slept for awhile
then me and helmy went down to my work place to collect more food
then we went home and chased the rest out of my house

All i can say is, Only the best food is for Yat

then i went out to marina square with my family
wanting to eat the sashimi at the hotel thingy
but they closed abit before we reached
so it was quite dissapointing
so we went for the cheaper version
which so happens to be just below
Waraku
well i can say they are capable
but they are not good
food was soso but it was alright
then i took a cab home first
while my dad went for a online conference
and my mom and sis went for a walk
then i went home and was suppose to slp till like 530
and leave for vivo to eat the pork knuckles and drink beer
but i woke up at like 830 but we still went
but the most dissapointing thing was
NO MORE PORK KNUCKLES
everything that i wanted today was like running away from me

Anyways i have had my first legal beer which happens to be a 1 litre mug of paulander dunkel which was so good

anyways happy birthday to me

2008-05-14T20:11:00.001+08:00

great and intresting day today not forgetting tiring
im so pooped i tink ill be late for work tml

2008-05-14T00:54:00.002+08:00

I AM 18 NOW!!!

first things i want to do is

test 7/11 which hasnt been really a problem
then go to and try to act underaged in front of police
then fuck them in the face

tml is my last day of probation also
what a great feeling it is

2008-05-13T11:00:00.000+08:00

happy birthday to me...........

... soon

2008-05-12T10:41:00.001+08:00

having lots of alcohol before u slp gives you dreams
very very sweet and nice dreams
althou its just a dream... its better than nothing

2008-05-12T01:50:00.003+08:00

todays mothers day but i had to work

anyways i had fun at work lots of jokes

and i drank alot at the restaurant

there was beer, wine and sambuca

and in the middle of the day i realised i din buy any presents for my mom

so i cooked one up i made pizza, cod fish, salmon and lamb chops

few of my moms favourites and my best dishes

i also made a pizza for aaron, his family and the people at the pub

had a good time at start but all i can say is

NOICE~!!~!!

wont say anything bout it but i had a great day

shared my thoughts and said quite sensible things today

anyway its late and im drunk

so im going to take a nap

2008-05-11T00:07:00.003+08:00

its days like these, that keeps me believing in horoscopes
it just keeps reassuring me

i wont say i helped you alot
but i can say i always do if i can
you learn some good habits
but u learn all the bad habits

i just dont understand
why everyone is using the same shit
they dont confirm and they dont tell

i always give a late reply because i plan my time
from now on if its not confirmed i wont even intend to do anything

self believing in any form is the way to sucess

2008-05-10T04:06:00.004+08:00

i really think that my limbs are getting too small for my body
or maybe its just my body is too big for my limbs

my horoscope tells me someone is going to test my limit today
and i keep dreaming that i have a whole tray of pork knuckles with cheese dip on the side and dunkel beer and a bowl of oreo cookies and milk.
such sins

i want to be a sinner

2008-05-09T10:22:00.002+08:00

Its just 5 days away
but time seems so slow

i took quite long to grow my hair
and now its gone
its feels like my hair is my probation
and it just got extended

2008-05-05T03:59:00.000+08:00

10 more days hooray
cant wait
i really cant

2008-05-01T23:15:00.002+08:00

it somehow came to my mind that
maybe i got the intrest in cooking
after i knew there was a restaurant called Ah Yat
Ah Yat abalone, Ah Yat seafood, Ah Yat pizza
and soon to be Ah Yat pasta

anyways today on the ride home
there was this bangla that smelt like cheese
but somehow although i love cheese and everything about it
it was extremely disgusting and i changed a seat
and well an intresting incident also
a man went to approached this hooker
on the bus i think he knows her
he just said a few words and they went off the bus in geylang

Well the world is full of suprises
... and shit

2008-04-30T01:22:00.002+08:00

im kind of not used to slping so early

so many things on my mind now thou

but its a stick a can and time to bed

2008-04-28T03:05:00.004+08:00

I cant seem to upload hero onto imeem so i dunno how to use it as my song
got quite irritated trying

At the end of the day i always realise something
and today i realised that
"When your fighting in your dream you cant use much strength for example you dream tt you can lift heavy things but when you fight with the person you cant hit him hard although you try but its good cuz u wont really feel the other person hitting you, maybe its just me who always fight in dreams, maybe i have too much hate in me. Also, some how when you get to the best part of your dream you abrubtly wake up like when you are going to win the fight or you almost touched the money you wake up, maybe thats why they call it a dream."
Dont u realise that?
Hmmmmmm~~!

"God made the world fair
in one way or the other."

2008-04-27T04:34:00.001+08:00

the stars tonight really are very bright
i just reached home and i have work
at 11 so i will have to wake up at 930
hmmm

at least i got my psp back

2008-04-25T00:23:00.002+08:00

beds getting too short
pants getting too loose
belts getting too long
im a growing boy

i realise that i dont blink enough
i only blink when i need to badly
maybe thats why my eyes always dry
but i cant bring myself to blink more often
i have no idea why

2008-04-24T19:54:00.002+08:00

today was swell
woke up like late in the afternoon cuz i slept at 5
then went to town
bought alot of clothes
bought alot of food
took a cab home
the cab fare was $17 from taka to my house
i think the cab driver rigged the meter
so i got angry and i threw rice all over the floor
and the driver was a malay so i sacrificed one of my bacon & asparagus
hehe
i dun think he realised untill i was gone
well its still a good day
anyways i cant wait
21 more days

2008-04-23T23:24:00.002+08:00

The Birthday Plan

My house
16 May
One night no stay over
no drugs only alcohol
there will surely be enough
pool side barbeque pit

everyone should be invited
sms or msn me for enquiries

2008-04-21T23:45:00.002+08:00

work is actually really boring
when its not busy
i thought it would be better but its not
so the past 2 days have been supprisingly quiet

and thus i have been the most irritating thing in the world
disturbing everything, everyone and anyone anywhere

anyways i ate so much today
i ate 1 chicken breast, 1 chicken sausage, little bit of pasta and my kailan
i felt so sick and i have no idea why
but im never going to do it again

at the end of the day
i always realise something
and today i realised that
"when ur in the bus, you cant hear what the person in front of u or behind u are saying. unless its a bangla chattting with another bangla or on the phone, or some chinese or hokien person speaking on the phone."
dont u realise that?

Hmmmmmm~~!

2008-04-19T23:12:00.003+08:00

the moon is super bright today
just like my day
but not like my mood
everyone's starting school or work
i guess theres no more reasons to take mc
but still, 25 more days only
and the bad news is
i cant get any super big or super nice chalet
but still im going to make it the best
no matter what
...
no matter
26 more days to be a strictly law abiding citizen
seems long yet seems so short

2008-04-15T02:15:00.002+08:00

exactly one month from now
i have waited 15 months for this

through the toughest part of my life
with it to add on
and im reaching the end

im proud tt my name is jun yat
and i went through and did all this

still many things missing
but time is what i have

patience is what i dont
cuz im just too damn excited

2008-04-10T16:53:00.000+08:00

im off to see the wizard
the wonderful wizard of oz

2008-04-08T03:36:00.002+08:00

id rather be
a hammer
than a nail

happy birthday to alex ong
tingtongalongabongamongafongawongarongayongapongasongagongahongajongakongalongazongaxonganongamong

2008-04-06T23:49:00.002+08:00

the thing is i cant remember what i dreamt about

and i dont know why i cant forget humpty dumpty

2008-04-05T23:35:00.000+08:00

such a good dream today
dreams can also say is a wish

2008-04-01T23:08:00.003+08:00

day at the range

and dinner cooked by me!

with help of helmy and jothi

pizzas lamb chops prawns and mushroom soup

the real meaning of home made

2008-03-30T10:52:00.002+08:00

long long time ago
just about now
there lived the Mas family
Selamat, Turbate, Tamind, Cular
were all brothers
but the outstanding one was Cular
Cular went to UK to meet the queen
he was treated to a feast
and was knighted by the queen

then humpty dumpty sat one the wall
humpty dumpty had a great fall

2008-03-29T05:40:00.002+08:00

i just returned home
drinking was fun
ecxept there were some unwanted things
4 hours to slp then work to go

im actually mas selamat's brother
my name is actually cular

2008-03-27T02:26:00.000+08:00

trying so hard to not waste my offday
despite my efforts i cant make use of it

maybe im trying too hard

2008-03-26T11:00:00.002+08:00

i realised i wasnt suffering from insomnia
my grandma is in singapore
so i have to wear a shirt at home
and somehow i couldnt fall aslp
i stoned lying in bed till 4:50 the last time i saw the clock
and when i took off my shirt to try
i fell aslp straight away

2008-03-26T03:31:00.003+08:00

i cant say that it doesnt feel good
that the only rules now for me is the law
i was just thinking about the feeling

i think im starting to suffer from insomnia
i shall take a nice big strong night cap

2008-03-23T23:42:00.001+08:00

just regrets
thats there all there is

2008-03-23T02:59:00.002+08:00

all i can say is
u have to go clubbing with the right crowd
MOS was boring today

2008-03-22T00:06:00.002+08:00

someone asked me
got hawaiian pizza
got four seasons pizza
got italian pizza
got japanese pizza
singapore what pizza
so i made today to try
singapore's famouse for chilli crab
so i made chilli crab pizza
with fried egg, crab meat, chilli crab sauce, and cheese
turned out so fucking good
i bet it can sell so much better than any other pizza

nik-jia : i cant live without curry, you from japan got curry ornot
jia-nik : japan also got curry
nik-jia : japan got curry meh
me-nik : of cuz got lah, got japanese curry wad
mel-nik : america also got curry (speaking with accent)
nik-mel: what curry? sausage curry ar!
mel-nik: no lah Mariah Curry and Jim Curry (speaking with accent)

what a great place .

2008-03-21T01:20:00.001+08:00

this is the year for me
full of shit
upcoming best days of my life

2008-03-20T00:27:00.002+08:00

next stop;

Ralph Lauren
Hugo Boss
Ed Hardy
Converse
Bugis street

so many things more i need to buy
cant wait to use my salary
cant wait for my birthday
cant wait for my probation to end
cant wait to go sebu

2008-03-18T03:33:00.001+08:00

u can call me mr moony walker

its 3:33 now time to slp

2008-03-17T04:09:00.001+08:00

not enough slp
although i have nothing to do
i have no idea why

2008-03-15T01:00:00.003+08:00

another usual off day for me

now i realise
i can tell who are my friends now
fuck them, them and them
fuck everything

im going to do what i was doing before
i thought i was right to stop

2008-03-14T03:11:00.001+08:00

TAURUS (4/20-5/20) You are practical and persistent You have a dogged determination and work like hell. Most people think you are stubborn and bullheaded. You are nothing but a goddamn communist.

2008-03-14T02:49:00.001+08:00

Do you raise chickens?...
i think you raised my cock!

this is what u think of when ur stoned as can be

2008-03-12T23:31:00.003+08:00

i love to dream
i love to dream about my dreams
theres a reason why its called a dream

2008-03-12T05:57:00.003+08:00

if only every night was a fun as tonight
only without reaching home at 6
and having work at 11
5 hours of slp
whole day of work

NOICE!

i am a man with big dreams
with strong will
and no luck at all

2 more months
not in a rush to turn 18
just in a rush to finish my public prison

2008-03-10T10:30:00.002+08:00

i had a dream
i snuck into the presidents's house
to the pond
to catch giant tilapia's
i had a bite and i fell off my bed

2008-03-09T20:51:00.002+08:00

pains everywhere

sores everywhere

burns everywhere

long time no fun

2008-03-08T15:18:00.002+08:00

to be stoned to death
i reconfirmed why i do wad i do
so many things to do
i think ill be doing everything alone

cuz my horoscope tells me to do so

2008-03-07T23:07:00.002+08:00

another off wasted like i thought it would

i was stoned and at arab street
i took one and a half hour to get a cab
and i walked 2 rounds ard the whole area
cab ride seemed so long

dont ask me why i do what i do
everyone should know better

2008-03-06T02:34:00.002+08:00

Always !
theres good news
&
theres bad news

work is becoming a strainous routine
everyday is just like a replica
&
on the bright side
colleagues are all like small children quarreling and fighting
ecxept all tt come out of their mouth is sex
well they still are a fun bunch

life sucks
&
god is good

2008-03-04T23:47:00.002+08:00

i tink im gaining weight
or maybe im just getting sick and tired

maybe i should stop pinching bacon bits and croutons
or maybe i should just stop working

both would be good either way

i so need leisure badly

2008-03-03T02:47:00.003+08:00

i swear Step Up 2 is the SEX!!!

theres the start where all gets exciting
then
theres the part where its boring and tiring
then
it ends with the climax and orgasm

Its So Goood

definately going to watch in the cinema and buy the dvd

rate 25 upon 5
definately worth more than 10 bucks to watch it

2008-03-03T00:28:00.002+08:00

once in awhile
now and then
i realise why i hate taking bus
i hate the crowd
i hate the long wait for the bus
i hate the long ride on the bus
i hate the aircon in the bus
i hate the chairs in the bus
i hate the sound of the bus
i hate the sight of the bus
but still
i will take the bus
except if i miss the bus
then i would just take a cab
cuz i hate waiting
althou im always the one waiting

2008-02-29T00:59:00.001+08:00

lucky i have one bag left

2008-02-28T23:52:00.001+08:00

now when i have time
i have nothing to do
when i have no time
there are so many things to do

tml i shall go gym

ftw

kinda rusty now

2008-02-28T02:31:00.003+08:00

the faith i thought we believed
well i believed
i can see where i would be without money

on the bright side
i now have time to shop

2008-02-28T01:15:00.000+08:00

181 cm
73 kg
30 inches

2008-02-27T00:10:00.002+08:00

addiction to caffeine, nicotine, fun and pain

i cant really take pain well
i dunno how i did so many things

2008-02-26T04:37:00.003+08:00

bugis aint as bad it seems
just misunderstandings
and yet its so much different
understandable thou

ive never cut myself with a knife before
but today on the
last onion
last slice
i got a cut
been a long time a long time more to go
since i have had a nice proper sleep
been a long time since i ate at night
supper was good

2008-02-25T10:06:00.000+08:00

need of nightcaps
&
urge of ciggerates

2008-02-25T02:35:00.002+08:00

bugis might actually be a good thing
hopefully

i already miss the place and the people

2008-02-24T03:04:00.003+08:00

work is becoming later and later
getting more and more pale
eye bags are getting obvious
one more day till i move to bugis
ill definately miss robertson walk sketches
not a long time
but so many memeries
at least im going to go next sat to eat my formagi

2008-02-23T04:15:00.000+08:00

moving to bugis
not sure if its good or bad
but i dont feel good at all

2008-02-22T02:00:00.001+08:00

this gastric feeling
just makes me satisfied and all
its 2 o clock on 2/22 22 degc on my room clock

2008-02-19T22:15:00.002+08:00

i realised today
that i have not spent time with my babes
in quite awhile
so i sat down for 1 hour feeding and playing with them
and i think i spoil them
and darn aint they the cutest things

how i wish they wouldnt fight against each other

2008-02-17T22:23:00.001+08:00

i sometimes think tt i think about thinking too much

2008-02-17T11:59:00.002+08:00

yldab os ginppohs deen i

2008-02-17T03:10:00.003+08:00

it may sound stupid but
i believe in horoscopes
everyone i read for the past 2 years
was true and oh so accurate

2008-02-16T11:04:00.000+08:00

Acceptance leads to peace
Acceptance leads to peace
Acceptance leads to peace

2008-02-16T03:44:00.001+08:00

there are always people
in everones lives
tt they dont want to lose

i know who mine are
i can say i din waste my 2 days off

2008-02-14T01:32:00.004+08:00

I'm forgiven because You were forsaken
I'm accepted You were condemned
I'm alive and well Your spirit lives within me
Because You died and rose again

I'll never know how much it cost
To see my sin upon that cross

Here I stand my life before You
Can't believe the price You paid
Gave it all just for me

2008-02-12T01:01:00.001+08:00

Now i know
wad i mean
to everyone

left with God, My Projector & me

2008-02-11T01:00:00.000+08:00

When I am down and, oh my soul, so weary

When troubles come and my heart burdened be

Then, I am still and wait here in the silence,

Until you come and sit awhile with me.

You raise me up, so I can stand on mountains

You raise me up, to walk on stormy seas

I am strong, when I am on your shoulders

You raise me up... to more than I can be.

You raise me up, so I can stand on mountains

You raise me up, to walk on stormy seas

I am strong, when I am on your shoulders

You raise me up... to more than I can be.

You raise me up, so I can stand on mountains

You raise me up, to walk on stormy seas

And I am strong, when I am on your shoulders

You raise me up... to more than I can be.

You raise me up, so I can stand on mountains

You raise me up, to walk on stormy seas

I am strong, when I am on your shoulders

You raise me up... to more than I can be.

You raise me up... to more than I can be.

I need my only friend's help so much

2008-02-10T00:51:00.000+08:00

I get pms when i dun get enough slp
and i never get enough slp

Im a person who has a bad addiction to fun
if i had fun today i know i will have the urge to have tml
even if it means 3 hours of slp a day
and when i cant have fun i tend to get really pissed

My life is a mess but i try to make the best of it

It may not mean anything to anyone of you
but it means more than the world to me

This ship is taking me far away
far away from the memories
of the people who care if i live or die
Welcome to the Ss. internship

I am going to attempt to quit smoking
For the lord is my only friend now.

And everytime i am down
you come around
and put my feet back on the ground.

2008-02-09T04:47:00.000+08:00

"Happy are those whose greatest desire is to do what God requires."

i want to be happy

but i seem to not have time to be

this is the early middle age crisis