i have never fainted before
this morning at 5 when i had a stomach ache
i went to shit in my outside toilet
it was a long shit
then i finished and stood up
i felt like blood rush
but it was very long and i felt very hot
so i wanted to rush back out to bed
but as soon as i stepped out i felt like vomiting
so i went back to the sink and suddenly the feeling dissapeared
so i went out and i felt very weak and fell on the floor
i dont know if tts fainting but it didnt feel good
i could still see barely
and somehow my specs were missing
i went into the room when i woke up and called my mom with my phone
then i got some water and some rest
it was hard to fall asleep cuz i broke into a cold sweat
but i woke up to go out with cousins
gonna take a nap now and off to work
dont wanna take mc because
i dont wanna risk my 1 month leave
i think its dehydration
from past 2 days of fishing and wakeboarding
feel so shitty
damn

As you finish a session in the gym and walk to take a bathe, you look at the mirror and the sight is purely orgasmic.

Waiting for your loved one knowing she is suffering through a tough time and not being able to do anything is seriously heart wrenching.

Waiting for the moment to be able to see her again is grueling but when the time comes nothing can bring me down.



long time since i blogged and long time since i went out and within this time so many things happened well its all dissapointing. well i dont care anymore only few people left tt i care for and about now.

well today i invented a new dish purely because of boredom
i named it Smurf Town



Its Beer Battered Mushrooms with 3 Different dips, baby asparagus and a side of potpourri greens.

well now i have a massive back ache maybe because of gyming i so need a dear massage