im kind of not used to slping so early

so many things on my mind now thou

but its a stick a can and time to bed

I cant seem to upload hero onto imeem so i dunno how to use it as my song
got quite irritated trying


At the end of the day i always realise something
and today i realised that
"When your fighting in your dream you cant use much strength for example you dream tt you can lift heavy things but when you fight with the person you cant hit him hard although you try but its good cuz u wont really feel the other person hitting you, maybe its just me who always fight in dreams, maybe i have too much hate in me. Also, some how when you get to the best part of your dream you abrubtly wake up like when you are going to win the fight or you almost touched the money you wake up, maybe thats why they call it a dream."
Dont u realise that?
Hmmmmmm~~!

"God made the world fair
in one way or the other."

the stars tonight really are very bright
i just reached home and i have work
at 11 so i will have to wake up at 930
hmmm

at least i got my psp back

beds getting too short
pants getting too loose
belts getting too long
im a growing boy


i realise that i dont blink enough
i only blink when i need to badly
maybe thats why my eyes always dry
but i cant bring myself to blink more often
i have no idea why

today was swell
woke up like late in the afternoon cuz i slept at 5
then went to town
bought alot of clothes
bought alot of food
took a cab home
the cab fare was $17 from taka to my house
i think the cab driver rigged the meter
so i got angry and i threw rice all over the floor
and the driver was a malay so i sacrificed one of my bacon & asparagus
hehe
i dun think he realised untill i was gone
well its still a good day
anyways i cant wait
21 more days

The Birthday Plan

My house
16 May
One night no stay over
no drugs only alcohol
there will surely be enough
pool side barbeque pit

everyone should be invited
sms or msn me for enquiries

work is actually really boring
when its not busy
i thought it would be better but its not
so the past 2 days have been supprisingly quiet

and thus i have been the most irritating thing in the world
disturbing everything, everyone and anyone anywhere

anyways i ate so much today
i ate 1 chicken breast, 1 chicken sausage, little bit of pasta and my kailan
i felt so sick and i have no idea why
but im never going to do it again


at the end of the day
i always realise something
and today i realised that
"when ur in the bus, you cant hear what the person in front of u or behind u are saying. unless its a bangla chattting with another bangla or on the phone, or some chinese or hokien person speaking on the phone."
dont u realise that?

Hmmmmmm~~!

the moon is super bright today
just like my day
but not like my mood
everyone's starting school or work
i guess theres no more reasons to take mc
but still, 25 more days only
and the bad news is
i cant get any super big or super nice chalet
but still im going to make it the best
no matter what
...
no matter
26 more days to be a strictly law abiding citizen
seems long yet seems so short

exactly one month from now
i have waited 15 months for this

through the toughest part of my life
with it to add on
and im reaching the end

im proud tt my name is jun yat
and i went through and did all this

still many things missing
but time is what i have

patience is what i dont
cuz im just too damn excited

im off to see the wizard
the wonderful wizard of oz

id rather be
a hammer
than a nail


happy birthday to alex ong
tingtongalongabongamongafongawongarongayongapongasongagongahongajongakongalongazongaxonganongamong

the thing is i cant remember what i dreamt about

and i dont know why i cant forget humpty dumpty

such a good dream today
dreams can also say is a wish

day at the range

and dinner cooked by me!

with help of helmy and jothi

pizzas lamb chops prawns and mushroom soup

the real meaning of home made