lucky i have one bag left

now when i have time
i have nothing to do
when i have no time
there are so many things to do

tml i shall go gym

ftw

kinda rusty now

the faith i thought we believed
well i believed
i can see where i would be without money

on the bright side
i now have time to shop

181 cm
73 kg
30 inches

addiction to caffeine, nicotine, fun and pain

i cant really take pain well
i dunno how i did so many things

bugis aint as bad it seems
just misunderstandings
and yet its so much different
understandable thou

ive never cut myself with a knife before
but today on the
last onion
last slice
i got a cut
been a long time a long time more to go
since i have had a nice proper sleep
been a long time since i ate at night
supper was good

need of nightcaps
&
urge of ciggerates

bugis might actually be a good thing
hopefully

i already miss the place and the people

work is becoming later and later
getting more and more pale
eye bags are getting obvious
one more day till i move to bugis
ill definately miss robertson walk sketches
not a long time
but so many memeries
at least im going to go next sat to eat my formagi

moving to bugis
not sure if its good or bad
but i dont feel good at all

this gastric feeling
just makes me satisfied and all
its 2 o clock on 2/22 22 degc on my room clock

i realised today
that i have not spent time with my babes
in quite awhile
so i sat down for 1 hour feeding and playing with them
and i think i spoil them
and darn aint they the cutest things


how i wish they wouldnt fight against each other

i sometimes think tt i think about thinking too much

yldab os ginppohs deen i

it may sound stupid but
i believe in horoscopes
everyone i read for the past 2 years
was true and oh so accurate

Acceptance leads to peace
Acceptance leads to peace
Acceptance leads to peace

there are always people
in everones lives
tt they dont want to lose

i know who mine are
i can say i din waste my 2 days off

I'm forgiven because You were forsaken
I'm accepted You were condemned
I'm alive and well Your spirit lives within me
Because You died and rose again

I'll never know how much it cost
To see my sin upon that cross

Here I stand my life before You
Can't believe the price You paid
Gave it all just for me

Now i know
wad i mean
to everyone

left with God, My Projector & me

When I am down and, oh my soul, so weary

When troubles come and my heart burdened be

Then, I am still and wait here in the silence,

Until you come and sit awhile with me.


You raise me up, so I can stand on mountains

You raise me up, to walk on stormy seas

I am strong, when I am on your shoulders

You raise me up... to more than I can be.

You raise me up, so I can stand on mountains

You raise me up, to walk on stormy seas

I am strong, when I am on your shoulders

You raise me up... to more than I can be.

You raise me up, so I can stand on mountains

You raise me up, to walk on stormy seas

And I am strong, when I am on your shoulders

You raise me up... to more than I can be.

You raise me up, so I can stand on mountains

You raise me up, to walk on stormy seas

I am strong, when I am on your shoulders

You raise me up... to more than I can be.

You raise me up... to more than I can be.

I need my only friend's help so much

I get pms when i dun get enough slp
and i never get enough slp

Im a person who has a bad addiction to fun
if i had fun today i know i will have the urge to have tml
even if it means 3 hours of slp a day
and when i cant have fun i tend to get really pissed

My life is a mess but i try to make the best of it

It may not mean anything to anyone of you
but it means more than the world to me

This ship is taking me far away
far away from the memories
of the people who care if i live or die
Welcome to the Ss. internship

I am going to attempt to quit smoking
For the lord is my only friend now.

And everytime i am down
you come around
and put my feet back on the ground.

"Happy are those whose greatest desire is to do what God requires."

i want to be happy

but i seem to not have time to be

this is the early middle age crisis

today i ...
went to town
lost in pool
drank teh
played soccer...
with fingers lighters and newspaper balls
sat for 3 hours
waited for dinner plans
waited for entertainment plans
planned movie at 12
won $9 in pool
watched movie
sat
smoked
sat
smoked
sat
smoked
walked
bought drinks
sat
drink
smoke
sat
drink
smoke
played tod
went home


din have dinner
have work at 11 its 4 now
but
at least the day ended with some fun

cuz lifes not fair

well it is,
if u have this
you wont have that
i have that but i sure dont have this

life sucks
suck on it

cant slp without my goodnight stick
i wonder wad happened to my emergency pack
work at 10

wad to do?

i need free time so badly